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Dreams come true... Sadly... Or horrifyingly

It is a girl's worst nightmare to realize that she has actually become all the terrible things she hated about her own mother, all the things she had promised never to be, and some more.

Couldn't the self-discovery path be less condemning? Can we eliminate the stress of having to backtrack all the mistakes of our ancestors?

-CJ
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